domingo, 31 de mayo de 2009
sábado, 30 de mayo de 2009
kate & suri ~
*OOOOOOOO* como me encanta la pequeñita suri! es un amor de tierna y su mami katie no se queda atras (LLLL) mi flog de ellas:http://www.fotolog.com/sweet_suricruise
jueves, 21 de mayo de 2009
amy lee ♥
Stay low
soft, dark, and dreamless
far beneath my nightmares and loneliness
I hate me
for breathing without you
I don't want to feel anymore for you
grieving for you
I'm not grieving for you
nothing real love can't undo
and though I may have lost my way
all paths lead straight to you
I long to be like you
lie cold in the ground like you
Halo
blinding wall between us
melt away and leave us alone again
humming, haunted somewhere out there
I believe our love can see us through in death
I long to be like you
lie cold in the ground like you
there's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you
You're not alone
no matter what they told you you're not alone
I'll be right beside you forevermore
I long to be like you, sis
lie cold in the ground like you did
there's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you
and as we lay in silent bliss
I know you remember me
I long to be like you
lie cold in the ground like you
there's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you ♥
mike muller ♥
IN THE SHADOWS
No sleep, no sleep until I’m done with finding the answer
Won’t stop, won’t stop before I find the cure for the this cancer
And sometimes I feel like going down and so disconnected
But somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted
Chorus
I’ve been watching, I’ve been waiting in the shadows for my time
I’ve been searching, I’ve been living for tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
In the shadows
They say that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I, I’d rather kill myself than turn into their slave
And sometimes I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Cause somehow I just don’t wanna stay and wait for a wonder
Chorus
Lately I’ve been walking, walking in circles, watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me, come take me higher
Chorus
I’ve been watching, I’ve been waiting
I’ve been searching, I’ve been living for tomorrows
In the shadows
In the shadows ♥
I’ve been watching
amy lee ♥
Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
oh but God I want to let it go
come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show
never wanted it to be so cold
just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I can't hold on to me
wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Don't want to let it lay me down this time
drown my will to fly
here in the darkness I know myself
can't break free until I let it go
let me go
Darling, I forgive you after all
anything is better than to be alone
and in the end I guess I had to fall
always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me
wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
oh but God I want to let it go ♥
lunes, 18 de mayo de 2009
the little girl who was forgotten
Once upon a time there was a little girl...no; no that isnt right, you see; it wasnt just any time and this wasnt just any little girl.
This story is about emmeline and it happened a long time ago, in a town that doesnt exist...at least not anymore...
Emmeline was three-the only child of a curator and a soprano. She had anything a child could want...but there was one problem...Emmeline had been forgotten by absolutely everyone.
Mummy and daddy were always preocupied with business of the day, the servants complaint that she was underfoot, even the postman-who brought the letters that often made daddy frown-never brought any letters for Emmeline.
There were no hugs, no bed time stories, only a growing mountain of cold, lifeless toys, who could not scare away closet monsters or admire her drawings, or more importantly...love her back...
Emmeline tried her best to be a good little girl, the tried very hard to be a not-so-good little girl, either way, no one was paying attention.There was nothing she could do.
One night Emmeline pecked out her bedroom window and saw a beautiful star! It twinkled and glowed so brilliatly that Emmeline wondered if it was even a star at all and not an angel who was up past his bed time.
She remebered a rime about such stars and how they could grant wishes, and if anybody had a wish, it was Emmeline.
Emmeline closed her eyes and wished...wished...WISHED, with all her might, she wished for a friend, a friend who would play with her and help her reach tall things and protect her from the creatures in the shadows, and never, ever, EVER leave.
Stars dont grant wishes for everyone mind you, but few children have ever wished for anything so dearly as little Emmeline.
"Pleease..." she begged "Pleeeeeeease!"...And at the exact stroke of midnight...or perhaps a few seconds before, depending upon the clock...Emmeline's wish came true.
Oh! He was a delightful friend! They drew pretty pictures together and made up stories! They even had tea parties and built pillow forts...Emmeline named him Mr. Creazil-because it sounded right- and he was her special secret.
Mr. Creazil was great fun for a while, but after a time, it seemed there was something missing. He was certainly the best friend she'd hever had, but only because she wanted him to be. He did everything she asked...but nothing more...He couldn't even lover her on his own.
This thought made Emmeline very sad.
Then came the sound of cheering from the parlor, and soon after... the news.
"Oh, isnt it wonderful Emmeline?" said one of the maids who never usually said anything to her. "Your mother is going to have a baby ! you will have a baby sister one day, wont that be nice?" With that the maid was gone as quickly as she had come. Emmeline turned to Mr. Creazil, who after considering the proper response, chose to frown.
No, this was not wonderful. Not at all. This was the final straw, and Emmeline would not stand for it!
With her fists clenched at her sides and her face scarlet with rage, she opened her mouth and screamed. How dare they try to replace her with another child? How dare they love another little girl?
Emmeline screamed and screamed and couldnt stop screaming, and as she screamed Mr. Creazil absorbed her wrath and began to grow. The more Emmeline screamed, the bigger and uglier he became until he outgrew the entire house.
With a terrifying roar Mr. Creazil carried on the revenge Emmeline wanted more than ever.
CRACK!!! went the rest of the house and everyone inside it.
CRASH!!! went the neighborhood, whose kids never asked to play with Emmeline.
On Mr. Creazil stormed, tearing to pieces everyone and everything who had ever failed his creator.
The ice-cream truck that never stopped for her, the reverend who chuckled at her prayers, even the postman...all met a swift and terrible demise.
Just as Mr. Creazil was running out of things to crush and smash, Emmeline had last stopped screaming.
Exhausted and heartbroken, she sat upon what was left of her bedroom floor and cried. Oh, why hadnt anyone loved her? Why did mummy and daddy want a new daughter when Emmeline would have done anything, ANYTHING, for a simple hug...a kiss on the forehead...even a good scolding!
But everyone was gone, who would love her now?
Lighting up the nightskywas the very star upon wich she had wished not so very long ago.
With a heavy heart, Emmeline looked upon it and made one more request.
She closed her eyes and wished ...wished...WISHED with all her might, and at the exact stoke of midnight, or perhaps a few seconds before-Emmeline's wish came true.
Like a ghostly light she began to fade until there was nothing left. Neither she nor Mr. Creazil were ever seen again.
Sometimes in a dark night, when the stars are bright if you are very still and very quiet, you can almost hear her tiny voice.
Pleease...pleeeeeeease...wispers the wind, forever echoing the one wish of a little girl, who was forgotten be absolutely everyone.
The End
credist: Katy Towel
The End
credist: Katy Towel
the litle girl who was forgotten
Emmeline era hija única, pero sus papás nunca le prestaban atención, ni siquiera cuando se portaba mal. Nadie le hacía caso, ni las criadas ni el cartero.
Una noche, mirando por la ventana de su cuarto, vió una estrella muy brillante y le pidió un deseo, el cual le fue concedido: un nuevo amigo que la protegiera y nunca la abandonara. Mr. Creazil, el nuevo amigo, fue el compañero de juegos de Emmeline y ella fue feliz por un tiempo, porque Mr. Creazil, aunque jugara todo el tiempo con ella y la acompañara, sólo hacía lo que ella pedía y nada más, nunca la amó por si mismo.
Un día llegó una de las criadas a decirle a Emmeline la nueva buena noticia: iba a tener una hermanita. Cuando la criada se retiró, Mr. Creazil le dijo a Emmeline que eso de buena noticia no tenía nada. Ella se enfureció y gritó y gritó “¡Cómo me pueden sustituir así!¡Cómo pueden amar a otra!”. Mr. Creazil, alimentándose de esa furia y esos gritos, creció. Entre más gritaba Emmeline, más crecía, hasta que fue más grande que la casa donde vivian. Mr. Creazil vengó a Emmeline derrumbando la casa con todos dentro. Luego destruyó el vecindario con los niños que nunca jugaron con ella.
Finalmente Emmeline, terminó de gritar. Con lo que le quedaba de fuerza fue a llorar a lo que antes había sido cuarto. “¿Porqué no me amaron a mí? ¿Por que una nueva hija? Yo hubiera hecho cualquier cosa por un abrazo, un beso en la frente o hasta por una buena zurra”, pero ya no quedaba nadie para quererla.
Por la noche, vió de nuevo a la estrella a la que le había pedido su primer deseo, y esta vez pidió… desaparecer.
A veces, por las noches, casi se puede escuchar una vocecita que dice “por favor, por favor”, el viento repitiendo el deseo de una niña que fue olvidada prácticamente por todos.
Historia y dibujos: Katy Towell
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